//He Knows Me. He Loves Me.

"To be known is to be loved. To be loved is to be known" 

As 2012 comes to a close, this time I am more excited than anxious. okay well, maybe a balance of the two. This year, I was faced with harsh truth specifically about myself and my relationship with God. I don't think when I made that solemn pledge to follow Jesus that I knew exactly what I was getting into. I mean, in all actuality who does? and I think Abba knowing us too well, designed to be that way. This year, I have had to rely on the power of the Holy Spirit more than ever.

Needless to say the least, the Honeymoon is over. Has been for quite a while now. I know so much of what He expects from me. The good, the bad, and the ugly. But I rest in the fact that He already knew what I was doing before I even thought it. He knows everything about me, even the parts I didn't share in my testimony video. He knows the rot of my selfishness, procrastination, doubt, lack of faith, struggles, my dreams, my exaggerated visions, my perfectionism, my fear of rejection, failure, success. How I hate to be embarassed and taken advantage of. He knows me. He knows everything about me. Yet, He still loves me.

He STILL loves me.

This is the part I don't quite get. I mean, my understanding of it has gotten significantly better but I'd be lying if I told you I had this thing called Love down pat. Clearly, you see that my last post has been February 29, 2012, ages ago! This is the part of the conversation where I would say "I vow that 2013 is gonna be MY year. I will post more frequently and be consistent in ALL that I do and do EVERYTHING in excellence..." blah blah blah

The fronting has to end somewhere.

2011 Thankful He Knows MeI don't know what 2013 will hold. I don't know how often I will post. I don't know if I will let my fears get the best of me. I don't know if my future will look like I envisioned it to be. But one thing I know for sure (cue Oprah voice), Abba knows me.

Abba knows me.

He knows me all too well. He knows the plans He has for me. Plans not to harm me, but give me Hope and a Future (Jer 29:11) This year has been so trying but I don't regret it or wish it was any different because I have acquired a heightened awareness of His presence. and it feels sooo good!  I am so delighted to have an opportunity to share more with you! I pray that with every word that I write, that it resonates with you and stirs up something in you to know Him like He already knows you.

//Miss Dosso

P.S- Listen to the lyrics of this song!
Favorite line: "He memorized me" Wow.